Good Week............

Well we had a good week, we got to go to Vegas and see our friend Heath Harmison perform at the Orelines Casino he is a comedian and is so funny. I have had some work trickle in and that's good but I am so ready for spring it is not even funny. The kids are good and I will put up some pictures on my next post I figure its time I'm just not one of those people that adds a pic everyday. Kenna and I are having fun helping Cori get ready for her wedding and Despite my efforts to get Carl to run screaming into the night : ) I am so glad he and Cori are getting married.( Good luck Carl )

Anyway short but sweat I am trying to keep up on my blogging. Hope you are all well.

New outlook......

So I have been a very negative person lately, letting people hurt me and define who I am. Well that's changing right now! I like who I am I'm proud of the father, husband, and friend that I am, I have a new outlook some very bad things have happened lately that have opened my eye's and shown me I decide my attitude not other people. I had a great meeting with my Bishop and I decided I have let my roll as the Priesthood holder slide and the result has been miserable. I have challenged my self to do my best to do all I can to be my best I will follow the teachings and my heart for I know they are both right and true. Also I will b blogging more about the positive in my life not the negative.

So get ready for my new attitude!!

P.s. My fire is back so watch out Sean is back.

Holy Crap A New Post!!!!!!!!!

So I thought it was time for a blog update, well for you who don't know Kenna is pregnant!!!!!! We get to find out what we are having right before Christmas which is pretty exciting, the kids are having fun trying to come up with names for the new baby. The kids are doing great they both love school and Liam is walking, talking, problem solving and so much more I am very impressed with him. I am doing well, I have started my own business which has been great I love the work and I feel like I finally found my career in life. Kenna is great she loves being the stay at home mommy even though I know the kids drive her nuts sometimes. : ) The move back from Idaho has not brought back all that we wanted, there are times when we wish we had not come back, we thought we were coming home but found out that was not the case. I am glad to be back for the simple fact that I have great friends and so many opportunities to make a good business here. So I will take the bad because it comes with so much good, and to you out there that's trying to put me down for being me, you don't know me and you will not get a chance to know me. I am proud of the person I have become and would not change a thing in my life good or bad because I have a wonderful wife who loves me, great kids, amazing friends and what else can anyone ask for?

So that's my update: Things are not always Great but I am thankful that there not worse. : )

Time..............

So I have not blogged in a long time and it is because I have not had much to say. I don't even think that many people read this blog however I just felt like putting a little something down. So I have found that as time goes on and people grow and change there are some very sad consequences to this change in life, such as not liking who someone has become or even who you may have changed into. The more things change the more you want them to stay the same I have heard this said and yet I greatly disagree with this statement because with out change life would have not purpose, so all I can say is deal with it, it is a fact of life nothing ever stay's the same it is how we deal with change that defines who we are as a person. You can embrace it or throw a tantrum like a spoiled little brat who does not get there way. I know what kind of person I am do you know what kind of person you are think about it and you may be surprised, do you run from change or are you there for the people in you life who even though you might not understand what the are going thru or where they may be coming from, do you respond and are you there for them or do you ignore it and hope it goes away? I ran away a lot and am finding that this has just left me alone and empty it was not till I accepted change that I learned to truly be happy with my life. I hope everyone that reads this is happy and healthy I wish no one pain or sadness, Anyway not sure who reads this but just felt like saying how I have been feeling lately.

Merry Christmas

So lately I have felt like a total Grinch every little thing that has gone wrong lately I have blamed someone who really is not to blame. I have had a hard time feeling the Christmas Spirit and I only have myself to put that on. This year is what I hope is the close to some of the wrost year's of mine and Kenna's lives I am ready for a new start, and although the next few years will be spent without Dallas ( Sigh ) I know he will be back and it will feel like no time has passed at all. So here I am saying I am going to stop blaming myself for things that are out of my control I am going to accept that one of my best friends is leaving on his Mission and I am going to start next year with hope and faith that the worst is behind us.

Love to all and a Merry Christmas.

Update............

So we have finally moved into the new house and I think all though it is smaller than we are used to it is very cute. I love the back yard and it even has a side yard so someday Sean can get a dog. Now I just have to deal with unpacking I hate that part of moving, as a matter of fact I have gotten to were I hate everything about moving. Sean is doing great at work and has even had some offers that we are considering for the new year, I hope that things are finally starting to turn around for us. We went to Jude's baby blessing today and as I saw Sean running around with his niece Emily I know why we came back it is so important for him to be around family as it is for me as well. I loved seeing little Jude with his yellow bow tie and all the loving family that surrounded him what an amazing thing to have a loving and supportive family.

Thanks to all who read this blog even if I don't post that often.

Torn Between Two Places

This is my first blog since we got back to Saint George Utah, I just realized that I am torn between two places. I am happy to be back and yet I still really miss Idaho, it is really hard to not feel at home anywhere, don't get me wrong I am so happy to be back around my family but I left some great family and friends in Idaho as well. I just wish I could have my cake and eat it to. Sean is a lot happier I can tell, he really liked working at this Sears and I can just hear it in his voice when he is talking about it that he is happy to be back with a good company. I know we will adjust better when we have our own place and things will start to settle back down I am just not that willing to wait I am not that kind of a person I want it all now.

Kamilla I really miss you and Nick and Nicole and Sean say's most of all Wyatt. I can't wait to see you soon and be prepared for me not to want to let you go.