Life...............

Life has many funny quarks, I often wonder if it is ever possible to predict what the future holds. I know its not possible but it's still fun to dream. : p However if anyone knows where I can get a crystal ball I wouldn't turn you away. " Life changes, seasons change, and people change but time is always the same. " That quote always gives me hope for a better tomorrow.

So spring is in the air we all know Randi is feeling it and loving it, how about the rest of you? I personally like winter more there is always a feeling of peace, as a matter of fact if it wasn't for the damn cold winter would be perfect. Oh well I guess I'll have to learn to love all for seasons.

WORDS..............

Words are just ramblings put down on paper when you can't find the strength to say them. Kenna keeps telling me I express my-self so much better in my writing........... Well I guess one way is better then none. I have not been sleeping a whole lot lately, day's seem to melt into my nights. I am so tired and yet I can't sleep. Oh well what does whining change?

Works good, life is all right, and the kids are cute. I feel a little like the old Sean is trying to break free, I won't let him of course but I almost want to just to feel something familiar. There are so many things changing I am feeling a little overwhelmed. Or it can just be that I'm sleep deprived, who knows? Anyway hope you are all well and happy.

ONCE IN A LIFE TIME...............

Today me and Kenna got to be apart of the dedication ceremony of the Draper Temple. WOW what an amazing opportunity and the amazing spirit that everyone carried with them, I feel very lucky to have been a part of that. I am so glad I have found the gospel in my life. Life was so empty without it.............
Hope you all are well and happy.

On another note life is still a bit stressful but it seems to get better day by day. I'm ready for Gavin to go back to school not that I don't love him it's just nice to not have to worry about him and get some things done is all. Piper is a handful but she makes up for it in cuteness. : )

Line by line
Step by step
Life only gives you
What you get.

Crap.............

Well crap.............I didn't know that joining the church came with strings. : ( For all of you out there I HAVE TO GIVE A TALK THIS SUNDAY IN SACRAMENT !!!!!!
Gee can anyone tell that I'm a little nervous? I am very honored and terrified I have never done anything like this I even use to ditch school when I had to do a book report or even show and tell for that matter. : )

On another note Kenna finds this all very funny. She told me not to worry I will have plenty of chances to get used to this. ( She is not funny ) Can anyone say karma sucks. How many of you are reading this and laughing................ Shut Up.
Hope you all are enjoying this.

Love to you all.

Sad But True............

Why?.............. Why are we faced with so many endless challenges with what seems to be no breathers in between? It's sad but true. I'm learning to roll with them and deal the best I can and sadly a lot of my fear comes out as aggression. I hope that I will someday rise to the challenges set before me but right now I just need a break. ( Don't we all ) Oh well at least tomorrow is another day. : ) Hope you are all doing well. Enjoy whats left of your Sunday.

The Big Promotion.....

Well good news Sears has offered me a full-time supervisor position with full benefits for Kenna and the kids. Plus more money!!!!!!!!!! I'm still in shock I spent the last week calling in sick and on my first day back they give me a promotion. What a great company to work for.

Strep......

Well I am on day five of being sick once again with strep, the doctor told me I no longer have a choice my tonsils have to come out. Okay I'll admit it this scares me to death I have known they should come out for thirteen years, however it was always easy to say I can't afford it I will have to wait till later. The worst part is all the " I told you so " that I get From Kenna. : ) This is the worst case of strep that I have had yet I even bit down on my uvula because it was so swollen I even have a hard time breathing. Works been great I have never had a job where they honestly care that I get better and don't care that I'm missing work. Bishop Hatch ever felt It would to me some good to receive a blessing I was very touched that he cared I'm not use to that. Anyway hope to be up and running soon.