A Better Life..........

Well what can I say life is good! I love my new position at sears and it is going great. I know it was a holiday yesterday but I still feel truly blessed by Heavenly Father, I sold over ten grand. I am going to have a nice check, and it's about time to. : ) Things just seem to be falling into place, it truly strengthens my Testimony I know I am receiving blessing even though sometimes I don't think I deserve them. Things still seem rocky but I have the support and love of a wonderful family, thank you all so much.

Now on another note I HAVE THE CUTEST NIECE EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Emily is so damn cute I can't stand it, Trevor and Kristy you guys did good. I love just holding that little girl even if it is imposable to wake her up. We were all worried how Piper would handle not being the baby anymore but even Piper can't stay away from that cute baby. And of course now I'm dying to have another baby and what better time, we just got insurance. ( yet another blessing )

I hope you all are well and happy.

Realization.......

I realized something today, I realized that I have spent so much time looking at my past that I have not seen much of a future. When you are looking behind you, you miss so many wonderful things in front of you. It does not take strength to hold on to your past but the true struggle is to simply let it go. For whatever reasons my life seems hard I'm learning to not curse the bad things in my life but to thank God for allowing me to see and appreciate the good from the bad. I would not be who I am today were it not for the experiences that I have endured, this past year has helped me open my eyes to the several factors that have caused me hurt and anger. I am going to spend the rest of my life simply loving who I am and those who are in my heart. I spent most of my life in disguise with a fake grin on my face saying " I'm Fine ". I have had so many things happen to me and my family both immediate and extended, some good and many bad. And I am proud to say " I'm Happy ". I know that life comes with ups and downs. ( And most times there are more downs than ups ) I love my kids, I love my wife and I love my life. What more can anyone ask for?

High Hopes.......................

I have high hopes for my new position at sears. In my first week I sold over five thousand dollars. ( And no that is not an exaggeration for those of you who know who you are. ) I never thought I would be good at sales mainly because I hate people. : p However I am loving it, and I am very thankful for all the blessings in my life I feel that there is now light at the end of a very dark tunnel. I leaving my past behind and moving onto the future. Thank you all who not only supported my life changes but are happy for them as well.

Anyway we are so dying for Kristy to pop I can't wait to have a real niece, I know Trevor and Kristy can't wait either. : )

P.S Kristy better call before the kid is already here. :P

SO FAR SO GOOD.....................

Well so far so good I started my new position at sears " Supervisor Of Sales ".
I was a little nervous having never done commission however I seem to be doing great.
I really hope this will be the sigh of relef we need. I know that commission can change week to week so we are going to be smart and when I have a really good check we need to save for the one that's not so great. This past year has been the best worst time of my life. I know that the church has been a big part of it.

The kids are great Gavin has the week off from school which is nice, however he misses it. ( I better enjoy it I know it won't last ). We finally got Piper off sippes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She is so stubborn I can't believe we won. ( I know she gets the stubbornness from the Gardner's side ). :p So all and all just good things to report for once.

HOPE YOU ARE ALL WELL.................