A WORLD OF CRAP................

Why can't I just live in the moment? I can't just enjoy the simple pleasures? Why do I spend all my time worrying about what is going to happen in the future? The month to come is going to be pure hell and yet I can't wait.......

Well I'm sure everyone knows that Kenna and I are moving to Idaho. We can't wait, there is just to much bad blood in Utah I'm ready for a fresh start, I am ready to be independent and not be able to run to loved ones when things get hard, I know that sounds crazy but it's true. ( I'm not to sure about the snow though ) :p

Now if I can just get past not being around everyone I love and more than anything I will miss my beautiful niece. :( The kids are excited yet Gavin will miss all the friends he made, but he is such a great kid I know he will have no trouble making new one's.

Wish us luck and hope everything goes smoothly.

A Leap Of Faith.....................

" God is not meant to be understood intellectually. Sometimes he is absent on purpose, he wants us to doubt, it makes us stronger, it opens other doors. If you question the existence of GOD it means he is working on you. "

Kenna and I are about to take a leap of faith, lets hope it works out the way we want.

Sorry I have not blogged in a wile I have had a lot on my plate, but we are good and hope you are all the same. We had fun on the Idaho trip even though I came back sick. It was so pretty up there and I even liked all the rain.

We love you all.

I MISS BEING A KID.................

Okay I miss being a kid life is so much simpler. And yet no matter how hard I try I still grow up. Oh well I guess I will just live through my kids. : )