So lately I have felt like a total Grinch every little thing that has gone wrong lately I have blamed someone who really is not to blame. I have had a hard time feeling the Christmas Spirit and I only have myself to put that on. This year is what I hope is the close to some of the wrost year's of mine and Kenna's lives I am ready for a new start, and although the next few years will be spent without Dallas ( Sigh ) I know he will be back and it will feel like no time has passed at all. So here I am saying I am going to stop blaming myself for things that are out of my control I am going to accept that one of my best friends is leaving on his Mission and I am going to start next year with hope and faith that the worst is behind us.
Love to all and a Merry Christmas.
