Things always have a way of getting out of hand especially if you don't talk about them. I am the type to hold in my emotions till they explode and hurt everyone around me. My last post for example, however if you re-read it you will see I'm really mad at my-self and apologizing to everyone else for having to be around me. I was raised to believe that I was diseased and worthless ( and by that I meant my older brother for you who took it wrong ) and because of that little things to other people are big things to me because I'm fighting with my own self image and people get caught in the crossfire. I AM VERY SORRY FOR THIS!!!!!!!!!!
Now I knew that this week would be hard but I am not going to let it ruin the good things in my life or let it push those I love and care about away from me. Sorry for my last post please understand it came from my own fears of being worthless and UN-wanted.
Love to you all ( especially those who have to put up with me ) :-)
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